It's happening...

Well, here I am.

So blessed beyond belief, surrounded by wonderful, supportive people who believe in my abilities (which I tend to feel are mediocre at best), feeling like all of my wildest dreams are about to come true.

And I am terrified.

My fear is twofold:
1. What if I can't live up to the potential others perceive in me?
2. I really don't want to suck at something I love so completely and wholeheartedly.

There it is, friends. Short, sweet, and to the point. I don't do that often so take advantage. ;-D